reluctantly posting resources

At one time, I had an entire "resource blog" and then I deleted it.  Recently, someone asked if I would post my resources and maybe start posting some lesson plans.  I'm all about collaboration, but there is a part of me that chooses this reluctantly.

Here are my hesitations:
  • My mentor Brad the Philosopher once mentioned that he burned all the lessons he wrote.  When pressed on this, he said, "Okay, I'm using hyperbole.  I recycle them.  I just don't want to be reliant on the same strategies and perspectives each time I teach." 
  • I want to have a stronger division between my personal views and my classroom.  A wise man gave me some suggestions today about keeping my professional career safe from misinterpretation.  For those reasons, I am a little reluctant about posting lessons.  Still, I don't see the lessons as being critical of the school district or open to misinterpretation, so they might be okay.
  • My resources are "not-so-master" in nature.  Therefore, I'm reluctant to let people see them, since I'm not always sure they will be helpful but also because I don't want to be "found out."  On some level, I want to look like a big shot and sharing my resources proves that I'm good but not great. 
  • What works well in one context might not work in another context. 
  • I am a big fan of teachers developing things on their own.  A glut of tools actually inhibits the creative impulse, while poverty, pain, confusion and necessity drive creativity. I know that might sound too Zen, but it's a thought.
So, despite these misgivings, I'm posting stuff anyway.  I believe in the public commons.  I believe in the need to share resources as teachers.  I'm a fan of democracy.  So, take them or use them.  They'll be on the side of my blog all linked up.  (I'm already starting the process)

2 comments:

redhotchilly12 said...

Nice idea too regarding on recycling your strategy. This is really good. No matter what type of things you want to recycle it is also one way of reasons to recycle. Recycling is very important. Hope you find this important too.

Kelly said...

I also find myself getting more resentful when it comes to "sharing" - as a relatively enthusiastic new teacher, (not new to life), I loved collaboration, etc. But I mistook collaboration for the "gimmes" and "helpmes" when it was a one-way relationship. Sometimes others just need to get off the dime and spend the hours learning the new technology skill or lesson planning as I have. Starting to feel like the Little Red Hen. The bread is delicious, but it would have more tasty if others had brought something to the table, too. (Basically, don't feel the least bit guilty if you keep some of your resources to yourself. You share and bring a fresh perspective to the table with every thoughtful posting.)

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